From the young adult’s novel The Mysteries of Arklan (2019-2021), by Matt Hale & Paul Yeoh
The water taxi glided swiftly down the Queen’s River, its pilot guiding it deftly around watercraft and other obstacles that presented themselves in the densely built-up urban environment of Dranseri. Teal caught himself reflexively studying the young man’s management of the boat and judging him favorably. He could hardly believe that, until just a few months ago, he himself had performed the same daily round of tasks as Uriah Styx’s apprentice. I wonder how Old Styx is doing, he thought. He had not heard from him since he had written to give notice. Had the unrest in and around the metropolis affected even the sleepy Glade?
It seemed like an eternity since they had departed the village, a party of seven; even the thinning of their initial group was becoming an increasingly distant memory. Yes, it was here in Dranseri that they had lost three comrades. The first to depart was the angelic-looking cleric–what was his name?–Agenar, who slipped away as casually as he had joined them. Then Wynlynn had left. He still missed her but was glad that she was well and finally relieved of some of the burdens of her past. And it was in this bustling city that Travis had met an untimely end at the Arena; revived only to be disintegrated a second time, his remains were presumably in the Pansophical even now, waiting for Alura to restore him at her convenience.
The blare of the water taxi’s horn abruptly ended Teal’s reverie. They were approaching the Seaward district and the river was getting more congested. On a sudden impulse, he said to the boatman, “You can let me off at that next dock over there. I’ll walk the rest of the way.” The young man grinned. “Not the sunniest of days, but a stroll in this part of the city is always fun!” He expertly steered the taxi to the dock and secured it. As Teal stepped off the boat, he placed a gold piece in the pilot’s hand. “Keep the change!” he said. Teal heard the young man gasp in surprise. “I love your hair!” he cried after Teal.
Teal’s watery locks floated in soft waves around his head, bright and buoyant. He could not explain why, but he felt an unaccustomed sense of lightness as he dove into the crowd. In spite of the recent tensions in the city, Seaward was packed. With the milder temperatures of Corellon, outdoor vendors of all kinds thronged the streets and even areas on the water around the docks, forming a pop-up floating market. He walked past a vermillion-hued Tiefling selling red-hot spicy slurpee noodles, a young girl watching a cart teetering under the weight of steaming lavender buns, and a satyr peddling carved wooden figures of sailors, pirates, parrots, and other maritime characters. Marina would love that little merman, he thought. He had already bought a crystal containing a tiny model of the city for his favorite cousin, but he decided to go with his instincts and soon added another small package to his sack of purchases from the Grey Market Ward. He went over his mental shopping list again: besides Marina’s gifts, he had a souvenir map of Dranseri for Uncle John, S’rissian spices for Auntie, Khrifian gold leaf tea for Madame Mellicai, and an assortment of Denerian sweetmeats for his younger cousins. Done! Now, all he had to do was to find the spot where he had agreed to meet Caedmon.
As he approached their rendezvous near one of the seafront warehouses, Teal was suddenly struck by the sense of normalcy around him: merchants haggling with their customers, dock-workers packing and unloading goods, people arriving and departing. It was as if the momentous, realm-shaking battles of the last few weeks had never happened, and everyday commerce did not seem in the least dampened by the eldritch horrors unleashed by the elemental cultists or by the ongoing siege at S’riss Khrif. Indeed, there were now rumors on the street that the orcish forces threatening Dranseri’s sister-city were losing focus, and that victory for the defenders was in sight. How quickly, he thought, we get used to the strangest circumstances! Just a few weeks is enough to habituate us to conditions that we initially found (and perhaps still should find) terrifying. He stole a quick glance at his hands. Except for the gentle sensation of warmth surrounding his fingers, he could easily forget that he was wearing a pair of magical kid-gloves that the enchanter Gaelyn Xyrris had given him. Once put on, they were invisible and even conveyed the characteristic texture of its wearer’s skin. At least, that’s what Gaelyn claimed–Teal would have been skeptical, but Caedmon had vouched for their efficacy. This afternoon, he had an appointment with Alura and a couple of other senior mages to discuss what practices he could cultivate to neutralize or regulate the powers of transmutation that he had mysteriously acquired. Even this so-called Midas curse, which had initially caused so much alarm, was beginning to fade into the background of his mind where, truth to tell, it had been relegated during the latest series of crises the party had faced. Was there anything in all of Álfheimr, he wondered, that we’re incapable of normalizing?
One thing, maybe. Almost by magic, a familiar, beloved face materialized out of the sea of strangers, and Caedmon was standing in front of him. His hazel eyes sparkled, and in the contrast to his chocolate complexion, his grin was dazzling. Teal’s heart skittered and his stomach lurched slightly, that raw mixture of nerves and rapt anticipation akin to the sensation he always experienced before cliff diving off Talpin’s southern shore. No, some things—some people—he would never regard as ordinary no matter how accustomed he grew to their presence. As if hearing this unspoken promise, Caedmon chucked him under the chin, pulled his face gently towards him and kissed him full on the lips.
In this busy part of the neighborhood, they would have needed to shout in order to make themselves intelligible, so for a few minutes, they walked hand in hand in a contented silence. Teal could feel Caedmon’s exuberance through the very grasp of his fingers and guessed that he had been successful in his mission. Although it would have been far easier to travel to Talpin by magical means (Teal had suggested tree transport or wind walk),Caedmon had insisted on adopting more conventional means of transportation. There was no rush, he had pointed out, and it might be wiser to return home in a way that was more relatable to old friends and family. Hence the division of labor that they had agreed on this morning: Teal would shop for gifts and Caedmon would look into chartering a suitable vessel for the journey.
Once they had reached a quieter street, Teal smiled expectantly at Caedmon. “So—wanna tell me ’bout this sweet deal you’ve found?”
Caedmon smiled back. He had spent the afternoon bouncing between many of the taverns he often frequented when he was in Dranseri. The Cunning Seadog with its crusty mid-1100s nautical themed decor, the Laughing Ukulele Pub, with its numerous stringed instruments from all around Álfheimr, the Octapus’s Smile with walls covered in its proprietor’s mementos, capturing moments from Captain Miro Dane’s time in the Royal fleet fighting pirates. At all these venues, Caedmon had searched in vain for vessels destined for Talpin: most were headed to Denaria, Emorhin, or destined for long voyages along the trade routes to Seabreak City, or beyond to Concordia or Acheron. Finally, he had visited The Itchy Seagull’s Aerie, known for the large elevated piers holding it 50 feet above the high tide of the Bay of Steel, giving it the look of a large bird’s nest. “I found a ship at the Itchy Seagull. I … may have splurged a bit Teal”
Pausing to gauge Teal’s raised eyebrow, Caedmon continued. “Most ships were headed out to the trade routes or going the wrong direction here in Arklan. After spending the day looking for something heading to Talpin and coming up short, I found Captain Florence of The Daydream. She was three drinks in when I asked about her ship. Apparently she charters to high-end clientele in Dranseri and Denaria looking for pleasure cruises in the Arsian Islands, but business has been bad with all of the recent tensions and security concerns with the incursion in the Dessarin.” Caedmon eyed Teal’s emerging look of disapproval. “Teal, it has a hot tub manned by its own fire mage and a personal chef that trained at the Elven Kagonesti Academy of Culinary Arts. Captain Florence said she can deliver us to shore in Talpin in a less pretentious launch so that we don’t attract too much attention.” Finishing, with an appeal he thought would work, “We almost died … I did die. Plus we can’t take it with us and you could always just make more with your golden touch.” Realizing he had said too much when Teal’s eyes sank at the mention of his hands, he trailed off, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean…”
Teal looked up mischievously, shrugging off the faux air of dejection. “It’s okay, Caed. There are worse conditions. And besides,” he said, affectionately tickling Caedmon’s stomach, “these mitts allow me to touch everything I want to.” Inwardly, he was thoroughly amused. Though seven years his senior, Caedmon always slipped effortlessly into the persona of his childhood playmate, and he loved him the more for it. “Look, after all we’ve gone through, do you think I could deny you any luxury that coin can buy? We’re not short on funds, even without resorting to illegal transmutation. Anyway, if The Daydream is as amazing as it sounds, that might provide the perfect incentive for our friends to take a joyride with us to Talpin! We all deserve a break after the trials of the last few months. A pleasure cruise with an island vacation as its destination–I’m sure Ari and Val would be enthused, and maybe we could even entice Tilia with all the interesting wildlife and vegetation that Talpin has to offer!”
After they had returned from Elyveshara, Teal and Caedmon had tacitly agreed that a visit to Talpin was in order for several reasons. Neither had communicated more than a hasty line to family and friends on the island in the past few months, and they had no doubts that its tiny economy had been affected by the turmoil that had convulsed Arklan of late. Now that their party had completed its mission, the two men felt a shared sense of responsibility to see how their island community fared and to renew ties with those there who were most closely bound to them. Moreover, there was the looming question of how the change in their relationship would be received. Teal dreaded raising the issue with his Uncle John, strict as he was, while Caedmon, ever sanguine, was confident that his mother would embrace Teal as another son (“She always babied you, Teal, now we can just make it official!”). But on this, both men were of one heart and mind: having kindled the sacred flame of a passion that had long glowed latent beneath the surface, having had the strength of their bond tested on the battlefield and by tricks of sinister enchantment, they would cover their love no longer. No, instead they would proclaim it joyfully to the whole world, beginning with those who had known and loved them since they were children. Teal felt this impulse as strongly as Caedmon, yet he still recoiled in anticipation of the shock and disappointment that might be expressed in his uncle’s household. Ah, the complications that come with close connections!
As they meandered along with the river toward the Oldtown Ward, Teal’s anxieties drifted away amidst Caedmon’s cheerful stream of discourse on the amenities aboard The Daydream. The sun peeped out from behind the clouds mottling the sky, and the lightness of his original mood returned. He had been feeling a little guilty about leaving behind the rest of the party to visit Talpin, but now his spirits lifted at the prospect of giving his friends a much-needed vacation while introducing them to family and his favorite childhood haunts. It seemed fitting that they should participate in the bliss of reunion, for weren’t Ari, Falco, Val, Tilia, Pantaghion, Erione–yes, even Jerry–a family of sorts now? They had fought together, healed each other, protected and even restored the life of the man more precious to him than life itself–if the inviolable bonds emerging from their shared ordeal did not make them family, then the definition of the term was suspect. And to put things into perspective, what was Uncle John’s disapproval of his homosexuality next to the difficulties that others faced with their birth families? Val had hinted that she was on the run from her father; Pantaghion was still in pursuit of his; Tilia’s family was even now risking their lives in an attempt to rescue one of her siblings. No, it was clear that the concept of family posed challenges for all of them. That they had each other–and might be able to help each other unravel some of these complications–was a rare gift not to be taken for granted.
They were crossing the bridge that connected Seaward with the Oldtown Ward when Teal softly squeezed Caedmon’s hand. Not a word was exchanged, but he appeared intuitively to grasp Teal’s meaning. They paused at the center, moving as close as they could into a narrow bay to avoid obstructing other pedestrians. Caedmon gently nudged Teal against the balustrade, enfolding him tenderly from behind. They stood like this for many quiet heartbeats, gazing down the Queen’s River, far out into the Bay of Steel. Ceaseless flux was the essence of the watery element at the core of Teal’s being, but those precious grains of time he fervently wished to hold on to forever, outside of time’s relentless flow.
The clouds had moved in to obscure the fitful sunshine again, and they suddenly felt a chill breeze blowing from the north. Caedmon reflexively tightened his embrace around Teal, who turned to nuzzle his cheek. When he shifted his gaze back to the horizon, a broad swath of the sky over the bay seemed tinged with a strange violet glow. The next instant it was gone. In spite of the warmth of his lover’s body, a tremor ran down Teal’s spine, and he felt Caedmon shudder involuntarily.
“Did you see that?” he whispered. Caedmon nodded in assent, clasping Teal even closer. “O, Caed–do you think Kurgal and their allies managed to retrieve their phylactery from Elyveshara after all? I dropped a tsunami on that volcanic chamber in an effort to destroy it before we teleported out, but I have a bad feeling even that wasn’t enough. You know, I’ve spent hours reliving those final minutes in the volcano, going over multiple ways I might have secured the phylactery so that we could’ve ensured its destruction or containment. Like casting investiture of flame on myself and swimming through the lava to get it. With my swimming speed, I would’ve had a decent chance of finding it! And I could’ve borrowed Jerry’s magical glasses to navigate through the molten magma … but everyone was so bent on teleporting out without further delay, and I was so exhausted from the fumes and heat, I hadn’t the will to object then. Now, I’m haunted by the thought that we didn’t try hard enough. With two of their three phylacteries and the Straxx, Kurgal’s power will surely reach unimaginable scales. What price will Álfheimr pay for our inaction? What fearful consequences for generations to come,” he hesitated then added shyly, “for our children? Tell me, Caed, do you honestly believe we did enough?”
Caedmon sighed. He had heard this line of reasoning posed before in nineteen different ways at nineteen different times. “It’s ok, Teal, we did everything we could. If you’d have stayed we’d both be dead. You’d have kept searching until it was too late and the gods know what undead creatures were crawling all over the place. I wouldn’t have let you stay alone. We’d have both died and probably killed the rest of the group with us.” Caedmon paused to measure the effect of his words. He had said it all before, but some things need to be repeated to sink in.
“What did I say in that accursed flying city … ‘Fuck Alura, Fuck the Queen. All I care about is you.’” Seeing Teal wince at the mention of Alura and the Queen, Caedmon continued, “We did everything we could do. Kangaxxian is dead because of us and the holy seat of Arklan owes us a favor, not the other way around. The 10,000 gold the queen gave each of us is just a small consolation prize for all that we have done for her and for the realm. You can’t keep beating yourself up about this and analyzing every little thing you might have done differently. Hindsight is 20-20. Kurgal controls a mile-high crystal of death, what are we supposed to do about that?”
Teal was silent for a few minutes. Caedmon continued to cradle him, swaying slowly to the rhythm of their breathing. At last, Teal took a deep breath, turned to face him, and embraced him passionately. “I’m sorry I allowed that to set me off again. You’re right. There’s no use dwelling on could’ves and would’ves now. All the heroic honors in Arklan, no, in the whole of Álfheimr, would mean nothing if it meant sacrificing you or the possibility of a future together–with all its problems and imperfections.”
“Speaking of the future, I’ve been thinking about ours. What the next chapter might look like. Listen, I have no idea where I stand with the Water Ashari after this hiatus, but it struck me that I know little more about my origins–about my parents–than when I first began my journey of self-formation three years ago. Looking back, I realize this question should have been a key element of the Aramentè from the start, but I stayed in the Glade because there was a hidden aspect of myself that I urgently needed to confront. And that was the true nature of my feelings for you. But I was so afraid of things changing between us, of potentially losing you, that I dared not acknowledge how I felt–not even to myself! Funnily enough, after all the horrors we’ve faced, I think there was nothing more terrifying than that leap–the act of placing what feels like your very soul in another’s hands. More than slaying dragons or destroying phylacteries, that was my greatest victory.”
“And what a prize–to be doubly blessed with self-knowledge and your love! Now I’m ready to go farther. To seek my parents–to find out who they were, to whom they devoted their lives, what dreams they might have had for me. And hopefully to learn more, in the process, about my place in this beautiful and bewildering world of ours. A good starting-point, I think, would be in the region where my Dad is reported to have been shipwrecked, southeast of Arklan and southwest of Aratarlan. Once we’ve settled things on Talpin, I’d like to start planning an extended trip to explore that famed archipelago. Will you come with me?”
Caedmon gripped Teal excitedly, his eyes aglow with enthusiasm. “The Summer Isles of Meropis!” he exclaimed.
The hours stole away and their laughter drifted across the water as they lingered on the bridge, watching the sun sink into the glimmering mirror of the estuary. Neither could say what lay beyond the horizon, but their hearts were untroubled. Whatever the future held, it was enough to know that they would greet its joys and sorrows together.
Finis